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that fed his erection and heard him groan. I
didn t stop my pace or where I was going
with this. It would be all-the-way-to-the-
finish-line with me and I intended to get my
way.
He must have read my body language
because his hands moved to my head and
held me as he fucked my mouth. I took it all
without gagging once and when his balls
tightened up and I knew he was close, I
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gripped his hips hard with both hands so he
couldn t pull back.
Oh, fuck I m gonna go so hard! He
stiffened to iron and spilled the warm es-
sence down the back of my throat, holding
my head with two hands as he climaxed.
Jesus Christ& Brynne. He panted out
deep gulping breaths.
I lifted my eyes when he left my mouth.
I swallowed slowly and saw his bottom lip
tremble as he watched. He pulled me toward
him, up from the floor, both hands still hold-
ing the sides of my face and kissed me slow
and deep and so sweetly, I soared at the ges-
ture. I was glad to have pleasured him. It
made me happy to make him happy.
Back on his lap again after restoring our
clothes, we got comfortable and sat in his
chair together. He trailed his fingers in my
hair and nibbled at my neck. I played with
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his engraved silver tie clip that looked like
something vintage and just let him hold me
for a bit. This is beautiful, I told him.
You re beautiful, he whispered against
my ear.
I love your office. The photographs in
reception are gorgeous.
I love it when you visit me at my
office.
I can see that, Ethan. You are
quite& welcoming. I giggled at him. He
tickled me and let me squirm for a little too
long in my opinion. I smacked his hands
away from my ribs.
What did you bring me from your shop-
ping? I hope it s a sweet, he said reaching
for the Boots bag. I like Jolly Ranchers.
Cherry is my favorite
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I grabbed the bag from him before he
could look. Hey! Don t you know better
than to dig through ladies bags? You might
find something to embarrass us both in
there.
He pursed his lips together and sighed.
I suppose you could be right, he said far
too easily. Then he grinned like a demon
and snatched the bag completely out of my
hands. But I want to look anyway! He
held it out of my reach and started pulling
out items. He got quiet when he extracted
the purple toothbrush and then a tube of
toothpaste. He set them on his desk and put
his hand back into the bag. Out came a new
hairbrush, some moisturizer and the lip gloss
that I use. He kept bringing out all the stuff
I d bought at Boots. My brand of shampoo,
shaving gel, and even a small bottle of
Tommy Hilfiger s Dreaming finished off the
toiletries. He lined everything up neatly and
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looked at me very still and very serious. But
I thought you couldn t, Brynne.
Me too. I took out the one thing he
had left in the bag. My prescription. But
Dr. Roswell gave me this, and some hope
that I can do it. I touched his hair and
smoothed it. They re pills to help me sleep
so I won t wake up like I did last time. I
mean, if I m your girlfriend then I want
to& try to stay over with you sometim
He cut me off with a kiss before I could
say anymore. Oh, baby, you ve made me so
happy, he told me between more kisses.
Tonight? You ll stay tonight? Please say
yes. His expression told me all I really
needed to know. He wanted me to stay,
fucked-up sleeping habits and all.
I looked down at his tie clip again and
spoke to that. If you re willing to try it and
so am I, then how can I say no?
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Look at me, Brynne.
I did and saw the hard set of his jaw be-
hind the goatee. I could see lots of emotion
in him too. Ethan did not really hide it from
me ever. He might be reserved in public, but
in private with me, he wore his heart on his
sleeve. What you saw was what you got. He
told me what he wanted from me with no
apology for how blunt the words were.
I want you to see it in my eyes when I
say that I am so willing to try, and so happy
that you are too. He kissed my hair. And I
want you to pick a word. Something you can
say to me if you need to leave because you re
scared or if I do something you don t want to
happen. He held my face to his. You just
say the word and I ll stop, or I ll take you
home. Just please don t ever walk out like
that again.
Like a safe word? I asked.
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He nodded. Yes. Exactly like that. I
need you to trust me. I need that, Brynne.
But I need to trust you too. I can t I don t
want to feel like that again. When you left
me that night He swallowed hard. I saw
the movement of his throat pulsing and
knew this was something important to him.
I don t want to feel how I felt when you
were gone.
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